As my first year comes to close, again I wonder, as I have wondered so many times in the past two years, what next? The first 20 years of life had been fun. All the idealism of the past seems to have been deserting me.. i think i know when it all started. but i am too lazy to do anything about it.. or may be i don't care enough to do anything about it.. or may be i don't realize how big the crisis is..
But then, i am hopeful. Hope is a gud thing to have.. n gud things never fail. strangely, these days, i find myself in a new dilemma.. albeit a pleasurable one. is it born out of this strongly felt necessity to regain my strength or is it for real?
i wud like to think it's a bit of both.. Again hope!!
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